Silver knocker in grey haze through damp freezing fog, in and out of focus I go as the hall of initiation is prepared. I draw back have a cup of tea sit back down, I close my eyes tired once more. The black door zooms me, pulls me, threatening to open. But the shape of this door refuses to go, like a black king size postage stamp in front of me. I had been told, I had been warned. That the six adepts had arrived waiting for the six chakras to open as well as the black door that will lead me to the absolute. In
the hall of initiation where the logos of earth wait to greet me.